गुस्ताखियाँ मेरी

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गुस्ताख़ होने से मेरे, रुस्वा तो हुआ ज़माना.

पर तन्हाइयों में सिसकियों का सबब, सूझता भी ना था.

कब तक शिरक़त करते लहू-लुहान दिल के जनाज़े में?

जनाज़े तक में, तकब्बुर से कोई चूकता भी ना था.

When you rebel against the world. for the world doesn’t deserve softer and nicer you. It didn’t lend a hand when you were in need. It just didn’t care. Now you shouldn’t too.


सबब = कारण , Cause

शिरक़त = शामिल होना, join

तकब्बुर = अहंकार, arrogance

A Taj for you!

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I’ll build a Taj for you, Yes! A Taj for you.

People who get this honor are few.

But I pray none to get this honor,

for its equally painful as it is true.

I never thought to experience such a stale dew.

I’ll build a Taj for you, Yes! A Taj for you.

My Taj will and won’t resemble the existing one.

That one is a funeral architecture.

Mine will be the funeral of our friendship

It will represent my heart’s fracture.

But still it will have a lovely view.

I’ll build a Taj for you, Yes! A Taj for you.

The symbol of the existing one is affection,

while that of mine will be agony.

Inside it, there will be death causing rains,

Even if the weather is burning sunny.

In my veins the same burning sun is passing through.

I’ll build a Taj for you, Yes! A Taj for you.

My Taj’s lake will represent our relationship’s murder,

as it will be blood filled till its crust.

My Taj will also have the gems embedded walls.

These gems will be the pieces of my broken trust.

Moreover, these gems won’t be just a few.

I’ll build a Taj for you, Yes! A Taj for you.

The lustre in minars of my Taj will be ice,

to symbolize the cold-blooded murder of our friendship.

On the top of its dome, you’ll see an arrow,

conveying the pain from such a relationship.

For others, my Taj will be a clue.

I’ll build A TAJ FOR YOU, just for you…

Don’t KNOCK Him Down

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She came in life as if there came,

a cool breeze in an unexplored desert.

She proved herself to be a good friend.

She helped him through all her possible efforts.

He couldn’t bear it if she turned frown.

He prayed to God that she Don’t KNOCK Him Down.

At heart, she was a cute innocent child,

one who couldn’t keep her feet still.

Her hands easily turned red,

even if exposed to a very low chill.

On phone, like a drowsy kid she sound.

He prayed to God that she Don’t KNOCK Him Down.

She always wanna get rid of milk.

She always wanna miss dinner.

Whenever he went to make her realize her mistake,

He was convinced that she was right & he – the sinner.

At heart, she was the most beautiful girl in town.

He prayed to God that she Don’t KNOCK Him Down.

Whenever he was depressed,

she felt bad.

When she was disturbed,

he, unwillingly, got sad.

To cheer her up, he turned into a clown.

He prayed to God that she Don’t KNOCK Him Down.

But the winds & time – both changed.

And with them, changed the entire trend.

More than that, he didn’t tell me,

except that the story met a tragic end.

Now he found that he was wearing a spike crown.

And realised that she HAD KNOCKED HIM DOWN…

Over an YEAR!

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What life will be?

It’s always unpredictable.

It can be with you now,

but tomorrow it may not be favorable.

May, June 2k4

He never believed the above lines.

He always wanted to enjoy the present.

He used to hurt others & say sorry.

That’s how he made his close ones resent.

July 2k4

He was surrounded by many caring people.

who think he don’t take things on heart.

But actually he was close to them in good times.

Whereas in odd times, he found himself apart.

August 2k4

Suddenly with blessings all around someone came,

who could read his face & interpret his mind.

His life was going smooth just then,

he exclaimed, “How time can be so kind..?”

Sept, Oct 2k4

She came from outside,

thus she had no friends around.

Therefore, they soon developed a good friendship,

But is something else; That’s what others found.

Nov 2k4

Slowly person to person rumors reached their ears too,

But at that time they ignored them a lot.

People will stop automatically if we don’t react,

We cant break our friendship due to others; they thought.

24 Dec 2k4

It was a day when sky had a cloud cover,

And the entire group went for an outing.

but she wasn’t glad as she should be,

he realized that she was disturbed by something.

24 Dec 2k4

Initially he spent time with his friends,

Then he went to her so that she didn’t feel alone.

She was fine by that time,

but strange gestures, his friends had shown.

Jan, Feb 2k5

Rumors about them were again in air,

this time she was hurt deep inside.

By that time they got it that,

its a prob they couldn’t get aside.

March, April 2k5

Unlike they thought the people didn’t stop,

rather from a topic it turned into an issue.

Then she alone made a heart-rock decision.

she said, “U wont talk to me, I wont talk to u.”

April 2k5

She made this promise to herself for him,

& didn’t even let him know about it.

The guy thought that she turned rude,

But such a sudden change; he didn’t find it fit.

April, May 2k5

He tried to ask her straight , “Why was she doing that?”

But couldn’t get the courage to ask.

At last, he called her after 2 weeks,

She was serious & told every thing very fast.


Since then from each other, they are far apart..

Since then they even avoid each others’ sight..

Cant say about the girl, But within a month

since then among his pals, the guy had 9 fights.